The Greys are the ones that imposes religion on the planet to get humans to conform to mind control.

No. I am not going to give  you the satisfaction. I have been violated beyond belief because ALL OF YOU are insecure about your position as a person on this planet. I don’t care about your churches, government, school politics because I know it is all a false flag operation.  All I can say.. is that everything is controlled on this planet. I have done everything correct in this timeline. Everything. I went to your institutions and applied at your false jobs where false money is generated. I have done everything in my power to get a long and so far what did I get in return? I got implanted and poisoned by a bunch of boys in a secret society acting like gods with small  dicks and like to manipulate people left and right.  War has always been on this planet and I don’t wish to participate in it.  I know that they are attacking people and property with this weaponry and NO one wants to address it.  So, it is the old saying.. don’t cry on my shoulders when shit goes down because I have been warning you ALL.  You worship this fallen god stuff from ancient egypt and that is your business. I never wanted it. I just wanted to be left alone. I just wanted a job where I could take care my needs and be left in some quiet time. I don’t bother you and tell you how to live your life now do I?  I leave you alone because your fake world is designed to persecute me and label me as a heretic, crazy bitch, gun freak, racists and suicidial.  So, you know what people of Earth.. you need to grow up.. you really in truly do.  I am not going to play your anti-Semitic nazi game.  I know what I see with my own two eyes and that is all that counts and you wonder why your place is fucked up. Well, it has to do with the fact that you do not address the secret cult that you have joined up.  It is no different than an alcoholic. I can tell you are an alcoholic , but it is up to YOU to stop.  Until I see things really improving like hearing a doctor say that he can remove implants from Targeted Individuals.. I don’t care about your world.  I just want my life back from your esoteric world. I don’t care about your hybrids or your greys. I could care less.  My feet touch the ground and I have been violated by DARPA.  I don’t care about your mixing of the genetics. I don’t care.  I want my life back in which was violated and interrupted by two men in politics ( al gore and lindsey graham) . I want justice and I would love to sue the shit out of the government, universities, and corporations that have designed this weaponry. I can’t right now without again.. being labeled a mentally ill person.  I am not going to risk what I have for your sick game of swiss nazism. You know what. .. wait until you get DEWED because I heard that Lucifer eats his own.


Ella F. in regards to this web information, it is just a basis of information for Ti. I have contacted this individual an it turns out that they did not want to talk. Handed me off to some other shit. Ella F. is just a data collection agency for Ti’s. It is amazing how people just clam up when you talk abut stuff more in depth. Oh well.

Just amazing how people protect the elite . I can’ believe it, but I can. Amazing. I can’t believe how I could be so stupid. I try and give people the benefit of the doubt, but it is a joke. All I have ever wanted was just to do my own thing. I never was religious and shit. Just wanted a job and take care of my own personal stuff. I never bothered anyone. Just walked down the street and I got hit with all this horseshit


So, you want to know how this crap starts? It starts when you are born and your soul attaches to the central nervous system. Yes there is an old war going on. It is a war between Lucifer and God because the shit I have gone through there is no answer.  I suppose I carry the answer to God to let him/her know that lucifer is a piece of shit.  I will never come back. I am done. This is my last rodeo. I don’t want to do this ever again. I have illegal implants in me for their cheating asses. I have one in my eye because they want to see what I do all the time. My dreams..e everything. Why? because I come from a different place and they don’t like their structure upset.  These people work for him and that is that. I don’t like this place . I never have and I never will.  I knew when I was a kid things were just wrong. People just walked around like they were eye balling me. Even my own mother. She is still true to the sister of isis.  She is a sisterhood clan person.  Yes, she has betrayed me big time. These parents give up their kids to lucifer.  I have wiring in my from head to toe and implants. The wiring comes from the air, the chemtrails.  The implants comes from the military or satellites. I know that Lindsey graham did this to me because  I was fully conscious at the time of the implant. It was a laser of some sort that hit me and then I saw him plain as day via through my pineal gland sitting there in all red with a septor thing just smiling and laughing. Fucking prick.   Once I was implanted with an “emotion” chip things have been hell. They monitor every reaction I have. Why? because I am a  sensitive. My DNA has amazing light codes. Pastel color.  They have this spinning holographic DNA thing and i saw what they did to me.  The MILAB girl acknowledge yes for something.  So, that is me.  I suppose they were verifying  something.   They read my thoughts and everything. This technology is coming from the greys. Yes. the little Grey.. who are absolutely little shits that need to get their asses kicked and killed.  I am not going to apologize at all for this remark.  The greys are part of the fallen one’s crew. I saw them again in 2013. Real nasty and they give off a negative character. You can feel the hatred they have for me. The hatred for mankind.  It was giving off this mental thing where it was a captain. Captain of what?  Military based attitude. I know there is a link between these greys and the way people are. These people are TRAINED to be gangstalkers and I know from history that this shit has been going on for a long time.  So, yes we are talking about the fall of lucifer. Everyone worships mar duke/ Jesus/ Enki/ lucifer/ Siva/ whatever.  I read these people on the streets and they just have a horrible shitty protection about them worshipping lucifer.  So, in essence they “protect the king.”  So, what the fuck do you want me to do about it?  Tell you that 99 percent of the population worship the fallen one.  I was happy just living my fucking life when these stupid masons’ from my job followed me. Every kid that is born is tracked and traced by lucifer. That is why there is a blood bank because he wants to know who that person is on a soul level because he is in constant war with God.  Well, thats now my problem because I have fucking implants in me and his minions follow, follow and lie about shit. Who controls the media? He does.  I don’t get excited anymore about the media because I know it is his stupid empire: octogon.  I can read pretty much through false flag operations because his operation is to have man fight man so that he can bring in  his clones.  I remember in the 1980s this woman got on the news and said they cloned their first human.  It was on an island and the govt did not give a shit. So, what does that tell you? I saw it with my own eyes.  Then they started cloning a sheep and a cat.  Hollywood clones their own dogs now. People must be desperate for that kind of  love.   Wow. It is stupid actually.  To make a copy of something that you know has passed away. There is something wrong with that. Why not let it go?   release and move on?  You have to. However, you have a reptilian crew in hollywood.  You have to be reptilian to work in hollywood or be a mason. That is pretty much it.

I remember being a young girl learning how to swim and I was going to jump off the high dive. I remember the guy below saying he would catch me, but he didn’t he barely even touched me.  Promises. They mean nothing. Oh sure, I made it because I was determined, but he was working for lucifer. You see when you are born he knows who God’s people are and your life will be very hard and difficult because this is where he fell or should i say landed here. Boom.  I remember as a very very young child he was a black cat watching me.  He is a shape shifter.  He did that not took long ago now. He was a dog and a cat.  Anyhow, so you come here and attach to a body, latch on through the central nervous system and try to walk until one day you get attacked.  The chemtrails are a bio-weapon to be used by him to keep you under control. It is all about steering you in a certain direction and basically mind control for him, the pharaoh.  Yes he is Jesus. All you have to do is look at Canterbury Cathedral and see him. That is it in a nut shell. Max Spiers told everyone that when he went to Kent, UK.  He points him out. He is on a different dimension/ level.  Just prior to my implant I saw that statue in a video on you tube and knew then.  The video of max spiers showing you Jesus was later on through Bases 21.  So, I know I saw the false one prior to max pointing it out.   I watched that video on an old Macintosh and that is how I remember it. I saw it first on a you tube video and could see the alien on the wall.  This was him showing me that he was an alien. The shadow from one of the hands was obviously very different from the structure of the statue.  This is of course when I was going through my bible thumping trying to figure out why I was gangstalked.  The time frame on this is 2013-2014.  I quit my job March of 2013 when the general public were dicks to me and throwing their eye of ra crap at me.  So, Jesus is an alien. Plain and simple and it is HIM.  He has always been a pain  for me. It is the reason why I could never get a REAL job and my friends leaving me. it is the reason why I am in the position that I am in. It is because I come from a different dimension and I see things differently. Humanity is fucked up because of him and most of the people follow him anyhow. So, like I said: What the fuck do you want me to  do about it? Maybe I should just watch on the side lines?  I try to get involved and talk, but  I just find out that there are blocks with these people.  They block. So, perhaps a hard core knock in the head for these people when they can’t think, reproduce, breathe, will wake them up?  Perhaps it will have to get so bad that they don’t even have a job and look  at themselves and say.. what do I have?  I would say: you got nothing because you allowed it. I tried to bitch slap you, but you would not listen.  You wanted to lock me up and give me to DHS instead. I have told you: he wants to destroy God’s creation and that is YOU.  So, are you going to wake up or continue to worship?  He eats your kids you know.   He takes what is given to you naturally without a care in the universe.  He takes and then does whatever he wants: mimic’s it by cloning or whatever goes on in that head.   I wonder within his own family like the illuminate  if  those kids want to break away.??  I am sure that is difficult because he has them mind mapped due to his blood being them.  High concentration of his DNA.  I am sure it is hard to escape.   I listened Kieron on You tube and he said that he was told by someone that the wealthy.. if they wanted to help they would be targeted.  That whole family gone. So, Lucifer has everyone by the  balls. Everyone. well except me. fuck him.  I don’t own him shit. He knows it too. Just because I have fucking implants in me doesn’t me I can’t fuck him up too.  You know how?  Gee…. could it be love and devotion to the big boss and having the instinct of right and wrong?  Yeah. I like having my own personal psychic fucking powers.  You see most of the shit you see in the media is concocted by his actors and that is how law and rules get passed on the planet.  Duh.  So, I just kind of look around and realize  the show that is being performed. Do bad things happen to people? yes. However, overall, I am finding that some of this stuff is  staged.  For example, the child trafficking over on Valencia in Tucson that was all staged and the cops and the people involved are all actors.  To scare people. Is it tied to the Clintons.. maybe. However, in general the whole thing was staged up because I could tell these people were not sincere.


I  am in the process of uploading a bunch of swiss templar information from a man in Europe who knows really what is going on and how it has been going on for a long time. I woke up today at 6:15 and I was full of sweat. I think I was radiated. My right arm is in pain. I wake up with lash marks all over my body. Horrible / hot/ lash marks and you wonder why I won’t  be like the rest of them.  My eyes are red and has white junk in them that is sticky and that white stuff is from the chemtrails. I have had this before when I was a child. I remember going into my mother’s room because she always had a glass of water in her room. I remember waking up and drinking that water because in the middle of the night I was very thirsty.  I even smell different this morning.  Do people want to know the truth. Probably not. They are happy taking orders, but we are dealing with the fallen ones.. the pleadians.  Especially the main one: lucifer. How the hell did this come to me? My mom? No. I landed here and on  a job assignment, I  suppose. The swiss templars are to protect the king and guess who that is: lucifer.  Good for them.  I have a mission to protect myself for now.  How am I suppose to do that? Love. Love for myself and just keep going. He is a mean son of a bitch. He has hated me for a long time and so fucking what. Just a small war.. no big deal. I just wake up with horrible markings on my body and I don’t feel rested at all. In fact, I don’t want to do anything.  He is a piece of shit and has been following me my whole life. I don’t care if I have some of the DNA in me .. i am being specifically targeted because of who I am on a soul level. That’s his problem.  I came down as a happy baby/ kid and his system is bullshit.  I have done all the right things and still it is not good enough. So, in my words we are not exactly friends at all. I remember my first encounter with him and he hit me across the face. He was really mean. OH and he wore 1970s clothing. He was a piece of shit to hit me across the face, esoterically.  Then I received a bio-api and that bio-api was from the greys. A crown of thorns so- speak. They think I have forgotten all the shit they have done, but I have not.  I remember getting it and my whole body just itched horribly for a couple of days.   The greys.. I really think are behind most of the dirty work for lucifer. They are part of his party and they do his bidding.  So, a 1/3 of the angels fell. There is your 33 and the reason why things are messed up on the planet. I can understand some bad stuff here and there, but this is a whole different level. Cloning is really evil. I believe that he is cloning  and using this as a weapon for man to go to war.  If I have been cloned then that means he is pissed off at me.  He can destroy what he creates and I have felt his anger.  He has taken from me and cloned or made a child and I have felt his destruction with that.  He destroyed it. Killed that clone.  So, I don’t know what to say.  I never imagined this would happen to me. I just wanted to live a simple life and now I am thrown into his little world.  He is really pissed at me for no good reason. I guess it is because I won’t be like the rest of the people that are indoctrinated.  I can’t.  I have seen the work from the 1960s and onward on how humanity is really abused by the governments like sterilization and abortions when the patient did not know what was going on.  A women mentioned how she has been scared for life because she was 17 and pregnant and was forced to go to this re-education place. She was lucky because she had the baby, but the swissy took the kid for awhile. She was re-united, but she was persistent and that is how she won in the end.  Another women received electro-shock when she was young and the doctors told her that she was normal, but when she fell pregnant too she was told she needed more help and the baby was aborted and she was sterilized.  The pharaoh’s mind control.  So, the entire medical field is corrupt. I know this first hand because I have implants in me illegally and I have to wonder if my eye doctor handed over my file to the masons’ for this day. I still remember being in the hall way of my home when a satellite hit me and next thing I know it is lindsey graham sitting in red with a septor laughing at me.  This was seen through my pineal gland. So, I Know how it feels to be violated and fully conscious.  I know the greys gave me an implant in my left wrist. I know the military put an implant behind my left ear. My mother allowed it. I have to get this out.  I think the chemtrails are a fine substance that is like an optical wire and they can send frequencies to people and tell people how to run their life because they want control. The entire thing is about control. All of it. WE have problems with the guns all of the sudden? Why? because they don’t want you to shoot an alien / hybrid that they can control.   We have massive problems on the planet and it is tied to the masonic/ octogon/ swiss templar organization. We don’t need secrets.  We need to live.  Lucifer’s headquarter is Switzerland or at least that is where the top of the line.. his family lives. Earth to me is just a place for me to get a report on what he has been up to. I know that he causes all wars and is a piece of shit spider.  How do you break a web.. with a sword.  He has been cloning animals and things on the planet for a long time.. I am afraid.  So, here most of the people that I try to talk to worship him anyhow because of the Jesus factor.  The chemtrails act as splinters like the one on the cross. That is what they represent. It is a torture device on the central nervous system by him and then he infiltrates your mind/ pineal gland and tortures you through dream manipulation. I woke up horribly sweaty today and in pain again with markings or slashes from the technology called EMR.  EMR has been on the planet since the beginning since he fell here. So, what the fuck can I say. An old fucking war with God’s people and this is why we are targeted. He has no problems destroying, corrupting , manipulating shit.  So, I know his fucking army and actually everything is a lie and I just want to go home.  I know that in the news the DNC shit heads want to start some kind of war .. well like my friend said . maybe a few of his important elite need to die.  To tell them we are not fucking around either. I killed a bird today and noticed it took awhile to kill it. It was a hybrid. I could tell. So, these people if you need to kill them your gonna have to do it all the way. Really fire upon them because they don’t go down in one shot. Your gonna have to put several tactics in there to get them down. I hear that if  a lizard/ hybrid attacks you there is a heart in both arm pit and you can take them down just above the groin because that is where their liver is. You can strike them there.  I am not promoting war… but defense information. These lizards/ templars lived in caves and it makes sense now about the DUMBS and how the lizards go underground.  They lived in these castles so they could see the village and take hostage of people. Fuckers. We now have guns.. so if you need  a gun now is the best time to buy a few guns otherwise you are fucked. These lizard /templar/ swiss / nazis are cold and they don’t care about you at all.  They tried to convert me through their black magic / EMR/ Static electricity / GWEN tower shit that it failed because I know what real love it. It certainly is not this planet. Earth is hell and this is where Michael fell. I am just here to get a report on his shit for the one true God. HAHA. Anyhow, all I can say is Oh well.



So, I went to get the mail and up come a car with a license plate that says Blue 3. That means they worship the copper based blue bloods of this planet and the number three represents : iris, horos and set.  Oh yeah, I got it. The old religion on this planet. Run by their lucifer god, Enki , Michael, Jesus. I can not compete against people who worship jesus. Not my job. My job is to inform people that all wars are caused by him and he is the reason man is fucked up.  He wants me to go up against his people so basically a suicide mission. I won’t.  I have lost all hope in humanity. It is gone and I should just shut up and drink a beer. Yeah, I have a good idea of what is coming up.



I had sexual encounter last night. It was pretty intense and I know it was my friends from DARPA or my so called handler.  I am also wondering if LSD is being sprayed into the air by the chemtrails. Of course, they only tell you that it has barium, strontium and aluminum, but what if there is more to it? LSD? Lucy in the sky with diamonds.  Lucy is Lucifer.  Lucifer is the drug to people of this world. So, there you have it. A way to open your chakra system and have him infiltrate your system?  I wonder?  If you add EMR you will have a perhaps a more horrible experience.  I am just wondering if this is so? I know I have implants too.. so that is another factor.  Lucifer is trying his best to deflect himself from the scenery. I know he is.  He is trying to get me to steer in another direction, but I got him. He fell to this planet and has his minions working over time. To put it plainly, I got him.  How?  Well, by education and watching a series called the pharaoh show on You tube and also Octagon the empire of darkness. Also, a big one is that I have met him via through the pineal gland which is 4D.  His seed is on this planet and there is no question about it because all the architecture in europe shows it.  I came down here to  get a report on the planet and my report is pretty grim. He has done a bang up job of screwing up everything. So, he does not get a write off with me.  Nope.  The deal continues.  I saw a bumper sticker that had the I love Lucy and that of course is a gangstalker follower. These gangstalkers know that perhaps LSD is in the air/ food, but it does go a little deeper.  Lucifer himself because they don’t want you to believe the war from heaven. Oh no. They want deflection from him. Sorry, you king has been exposed.  You guys introduced me to him and now I expose his ass.  You should be more careful who you let into your house. HAHAHAAH> You invade in my house.. and now I expose your castle on the hill.  Lucifer has many temples.  The main ones are the pyramids around the world.  A shit  load of them. Sorry no deflection here. I have been through way too much shit to back down now. He became man. Did you know that? Now, that is scary.   He doesn’t want you to know that he exists. He does. He also plays the role of Jesus. He is white and He sit in Canada right now. He pretends that he is being gangstalked and harassed, but he is the bad guy. You can tell its him because he has an aura above his head. Yeah, no good.  He is a real piece of shit.  He trains his people very well and all wars are caused by him.  I would say to the big boss that his seed has expanded pretty far and wide.  So, why am I here? To be abused by his skinny ass? Oh yeah, I have a report to do and let the big boss know that this Earth is really fucked up and to warn the other angels. The good ones and loyal to the creator.  He  knows it. My heart belongs with the heavens. Up there somewhere. Yes.. he became man and now that is scary.. as mentioned before. I don’t want to know and don’t care to know, but he used God’s image and became man. hmm… I just want to do a report on status of this place.  He sits on the west side of the church called Canterbury Cathedral. CC=33. I have seen his friends and they are all 33 meaning they get to see him and do their plots on the surface of the planet and perhaps off planet too. I have seen his gangstalking friends jump from point A to point B. They come from out of nowhere. It doesn’t surprise me and I know he does it on purpose to make me feel jealous.  No. I remain true to my shit and what he has done to me. I have a borrowed body and that is how I look at it now.  I landed here and just have to keep going. I don’t give a shit about people anymore.   I know he eats his own and that is about responsibility from the parents who train their kids to worship him.  The way they communicate is through the pineal gland where it is inverted and you probably get to see all sort of winning people. One big orgy session, I suppose.  I was in the store one day and this guy was doing the whole fucking motion which led me to see that his boss is fucking me.  OH well.  I just keep going because I am only  loyal to the big boss, the real creator, not him who poses as Jesus. Jesus is NOT my savior and NOT my creator.  Lucifer is the Orion empire or the Octagon empire. He is NOT my friend.  I have always know this place is messed up. Always.  I tried to shrug it off by learning music, but it got worse or should I say it plateaued out.  I had a horrible accident when I was a kid. I think my sister did it on purpose because she was told to drop the bike by HIM.  She was mind controlled.  I still remember the doctors. The look on their faces.  Not to happy in helping me. That was when I was five years old.   So, you could say I don’t like it here and have every right to write my experiences because I know that his buddies on the planet remain quiet and hate God’s people.  I was in the hospital  and this girl was purposely vomiting. She was doing it on purpose because I was in the room. So, quite frankly I don’t care about people. I have lost interest and will write what the fuck I want.  I did not get any sleep last night because of Lucifer. He is a fucker and i hate him. I will always hate him until that moment when I can get the fuck out of this realm. I welcome home.  Away from this place because there is no use in fucking helping people. ..they all worship him.  I can’t wait for home or where I belong. I can’t wait to go home to the real location of love.  Not this artificially created love planet. Earth is dangerous and deadly. If you are just now going through this shit like voice to skull well you have a learning curve.  Just to let you know the prick fell from heaven and God kicked him out to this planet. End of discussion. I have my mission and  you have yours. So, fuck off.  I  have been through way too much shit  and I am not going to  have some drug tell me otherwise.  The pleadians are the fallen ones.  Watch Octagon the empire of darkness and how the swiss templars are there to protect the king. … Jesus/ Lucifer of this planet.  For now.. chow.. I will write more later on. Well, actually REV 13:13 according to that black book called the bible there is suppose to be an attack on NYC because Enki’s frequency or Lucifer’s frequency is 40. 40 on the globe lines up with NYC. So, who knows. I do know that DEW are being used by the military industrial complex.  Anyhow, I am going to stop now. chow.



So, what did you think I would do? Just bow down to abuse that I have been subjected to? Just to accept what society has been doing for thousands of years. Just bow down because its there? Are you fucking kidding me?  I have been through shit that most people could not even endure.  It is worse than childbirth. I have been taken advantage of  through some ideology and never again.  I look at things like in the news and I really don’t care about people that much anymore. I still care, but it has restrictions on it and that is the way it has to be because I don’t know their loyalty and not only that I don’t owe anybody anything. I don’t. I don’t owe a single fucking person on this fucking planet a fucking thing. I remember so much about how society so called wants to fuck me over that I will not forgive this sector.  Sorry, I won’t. No forgiveness on this planet and its so called things/ humans on this planet. Sorry, not for me.  I can leave and not feel anything for this area. I will happily walk away from these creatures.  I fucking hate it here.  Your so called  Jesus who became man.. can kiss my ass.  fuck him. I seriously don’t need the bullshit coming from Jesus. Oh didn’t you hear… he is the fallen one. Duh. I am very disappointed in humanity. Very disappointed that it would not take a stand for oneself.  To realize the abuse. But hey…  go down that road.  Parents who indoctrinate their kids through trauma for this very thing called Jesus.  I told you all he plays the role of both good and bad, but fuck me for trying to wake a persons’ neurons up.  Parents did not tell me shit and neither did my so called neighbor.  Neighbors just want you to die so they get perk  or some shit from their fucking earth god, Jesus. All of them work for Jesus. HAA.. He has the whole world fucking by the balls. I could gladly go and just take the report with me and just leave. There is no way in hell I would love him. NO way. Not after what I have been through. No way. Him and his greys…The greys are the ones that go after people. The fucking greys. Those little shits need to die. Those fucker are behind most of the technology on this crappy planet. Those are the ones that put fucking implants in people and they keep people separated who are like minded. Like the TI community.  These little fucking greys need to be killed. wiped out.  Are the people protecting the greys? Oh yeah,.. these greys used technology and probably went back in time to impose their religion on the planet to the point we are in now. Fucked up chaos. But I see them. They act as Jesus.  CERN needs to be destroyed. That is grey technology.  The greys are using human DNA for their own means. I saw a little girl who was definitely not human. She was green with black eyes.  No soul. She was like  a robot in the UK. I think that the greys are using  mind control technology for their little pets.  They speak of code on the planet with their symbology and hand down orders to the swiss templars like in hollywood and their little masons.  Humans are getting orders from the greys.  It is the greys. … they are the ones that we should be after. Our governments have sold everyone out for experimentation.  Alex Collier was right. It is the greys or black monks. Time to rumble.





I LIVED DOWN THE STREET FROM A KILLER. HIS NAME WAS BOB BECHTEL.  He is dead now. He died last year.  I used to go over to his house to be a swimming friend to his daughter, Carrah.  She and I were what I thought friends, Apparently, in 1955 due to bullying he states how he killed someone. He paid time in a correctional facility for the criminally insane and then released back in the wild producing a family and got a high position at the U of A, as a psychology professor.  The reason why I am writing this is to let people know how the masons put innocent children in areas that are deadly.  Since I know that lucifer runs this planet he made Carrah my friend. How was I to know that Carrah’s dad was a killer back in 1955.  I am announcing this to let other Targeted Individuals know that it is NOT you. It is lucifer who tries to shape and mold your life.  He uses DEW. Directed Energy Weapons. No joke.  You need to know this because I think you need to know why things are fucked up on this planet. Right now, in this day and time we are seeing huge amounts of women and men just act out like complete animals and monsters and rightfully so… because some of them are NOT human.  Anyhow, the reason I bring up the bechtel family is because you need to know that I had no idea that it was a trap. Sort of a spiritual trap. What you also need to know that inside that family was a red book. A red book that was satanic and next to it was a black book: the bible. Now, I have already explained that Lucifer/ Jesus is one in the same.  This also goes with the gangstalking colors of black and red.  I just left Carrah’s house one after noon because I just left. I think it was time.  You see, you have to realize that your life has been manipulated by Lucifer and you have to know his technology that he is using to shape and mold and INVADE in your life path.  He is a real piece of shit.  I am a targeted individual due to the nature of who I am on a soul level , I believe. My blood line has been targeted by him, but I see people in my own family that walk free from DEW.  So, now I know for sure that it is a spiritual war from Heaven. I believe I am from that neighborhood because my heart is still out there. Earth is Ea, which is Enki.  A real pain in the ass. I remember standing at a bus stop when all of the sudden a dog was thrown out a car window. I was so shocked to see this. This dog was in pain and then all of the sudden someone  picked him up and took the dog. That was all predictive programming done by him and his so called masons followers. That whole entire process was probably a hologram , but is sure did look real especially to a young child who just wanted to go to school. I noticed also that no one had any emotions about it.  Everyone just moved on and that is why for now.. I don’t participate in the so called activitism.  I can’t stand this place.  I have been forceably moved from an old job. I did not like the job, but it paid the bills.  I also have an implant from Lindsey Graham. He is a illuminate puppet. Good for him.  I just remember being attacked with a laser beam or something in my mind’s eye and he was just sitting there wearing all red with a staff and just smirking. Unbelievable. I still have this damn implant and NO doctors are going to remove it. They walk away. So, I am stuck with this alien implant and against my will. It has devestated my life because all I wanted was to be left alone.  Unbelievable. Of all the people on the stupid planet.. it has to be me.  Well, anyhow, just a short writing on past childhood memories.  How people are placed in your life on purpose. I don’t know why the bechtel family was put in my life. I look back it now and like wooo.. Carrah’s dad was a murderer and he got off too. He got a nice pay check in the end too plus they wrote a book about it and a movie called “the killer within.” Hollywood 2016. Oh, by the way hollywood is full of reptilians anyhow so it is no surprise to me.  Yes. Sir.. this stuff is real. How humans are manipulated from the 4D to the 3D. However, how was I to know this until now?  I have promised myself when the time comes.. never ever to come here again. I am done with Lucifer’s planet. Done. I wish to go home to my one true love.. myself.  Get my powers back and fly away. chow.

Street Lights track you

I got in my car today and noticed that the street lights have beams of ray hitting me and my car. It was like a horror show or the video game Watchdog where you see white lights tracking you. It was horrific. I thought it was my glasses, but then I used my eyes to look at the lights again and yes, sure enough, rays of lights are hitting me. This is how people in the hive are able to track and trace me.  The time was around 7:00 am on 12/28/18. Horrible.  All of this ruins your 3D walk on this planet and how the lizard elite are tracking and tracing you.  I knew the street lights were rigged, but today it was like beams of light or spider webbing was hitting me.  It was sick. The whole entire system needs to go down. All WIFI, GWEN towers, LED lights, all of it needs to go down. The reptilian elite have invested so much money into this artificial world.  It is such a scam. Now, I know why LED lights were pushed into the media.  Some of these media people are NOT human and  fucked up clones.  I say blow it all up.. its the only way to make sure.  There is nothing wrong with technology, but it is being abused in such a way that is wrong. Taking away your sleeping consciousness , your independent thought, your creativity to the universe. ETC.  I have told you Lucifer plays the double. He plays himself and of course, false narrative, Jesus.  Such a fucking scam, religion. I’d say blow up the pyramids. That will really piss off the elite. I remember one guy in a video that said: Those pyramids are NOT you friend. I tried to locate that video, but He took it down.  So, he was right. Those pyramids are NOT your friends. That is lucifer’s crappy design and I know for a fact Earth is NOT my home. No way.  Such a loving god, Jesus, right.. Wrong.  He is not loving. He is a manipulator and I know he is trying to destroy God’s creation. The mechanism and or at least have it obey HIM and those things called the greys.  I know all about Love and this planet. I have had it. I think many other people have had enough of his shit.  You can’t get answers from school or the priest because it just doesn’t happen and won’t happen. Oh, can you handle.. uh, the sun/ moon is fake, your government is a joke, priests, and doctors are worthless.  Can you handle, you need to hold your own weight?  Chris Thomas called them the Velon from Vellus. I believe him. He said that the illuminate is trying to block the whole soul from inhabiting the body. Why? because then we won’t need them because we would have our own natural psychic powers.  The whole soul back within the body is what he said.  Right now, I am getting hit with ELF.  I will be back.

And He Became MAN-Lucifer

And became MAN. Where have you heard this? The bible.  Everyone thinks that Jesus’s birthday is December 25, 2018, when in fact it is 9/11. 9/11 was a day that should of woke you the fuck up. Yes, the government did it, but how? Well, the sun simulator took down those buildings and a few lives.  It is the same technology hit in California. The fires.  Anyhow, going back to ” and he became man.”  Lucifer is Jesus. Period. You need to know this because you are in a battlefield and you have to know thy enemy. IN my opinion, you don’t send your enemy love either. That doesn’t work. “love thy enemy” does not work. Not with Lucy/ Jesus. Nope. I have gone down that road of trying to love this place and it just does NOT work. If you are a REAL targeted individual you have to become a bitch.  Why? Well, for one: most of these people that look people are NOT people on a spiritual level. They are grey alien hybrids or reptilian. 9/11 represents the double. The black and the white. The jachin and boaz deal. HIM.. His shit. This is why I don’t get excited when shit happens because behind it all is lucifer and his minions putting on a performance to social engineer people. Like the one in france. The yellow jackets. Yellow =elf. Extra low frequency.  Ugly color, right. Yes. If you are observant you will look at those colors and go.. EWW.  Not pleasing to the eye cortex.  I know you won’t what I write here, but one day, sometime in the future someone will read this and say: WOW.. someone spoke up on a HIGH LEVEL.  I do it because I know what has happened to me in regards to gangstalking and the whole entire TI deal.  I have read some history that this occurred in ancient Sumer times. People were hunted down because of who they are on a SOUL level. This is a soul attack if you want to put it down on the table.  Lucifer looks for God’s angels. So, yeah, a high dimensional war is occurring and you are worried about the NSA?  Why do you think you are seeing UFO’s and secret technology coming out?  hmm. Well, he is launching an attack out there in space to other dimensions.  Get it?  It is stupid in my opinion because we are multi dimensional beings and right now the body I am in is a suit. Look, he has led me down the road where he told me I was Joan of Arc, reincarnated.  I have read other books  where other women have been lead down that road too.  Once I read that book and saw that other women were told that: I knew the lie.  Besides: arc is archonic.  The archons. The fallen ones.  I am trying to remember that book. The dark side of Cupid: by Eve Lorgan. She mentions how she was told she was Joan of Arc and that was her favorite saint, but I have learned through the super solider program that Saints are the ones Lucifer beat up and if Joan of Arc is part of his family why is he attacking his own people?  It is a joke. Besides, I had to rely on my heart to tell me the truth and asked a question why is Jesus working so hard to gain my love? Pretty interesting. Well, because Jesus is lucifer and I have been meaning to watch a show called Preacher. I have seen small segments of it and see how Jesus is a gay guy. Men come to his quarters, I suppose.  But yeah, I have been told that Joan of Arc deal and how a massive lie was imposed on me spiritually. This is why it is mandatory for people to walk their walk.  I have waken up to NO Dreams.. just attacks from HIM.  Chemtrails are an important part of the attack and I can go back to my 20’s where he would literally take my sleeping consciousness and just drop me like a rock.  It is equivalent to falling in your dreams except really fast and very mean.  I remember coming home from college and just feeling horrible.  I was having massive painful menstraul period. It was not common for me to have.  It was just a horrific attack and I finally got home and crashed. I just remember just feeling like shit and when I did wake up it was not a normal dream … It was a psychic attack from HIM.  So, let me re-inerate: you are in a world that is run by Lucifer, which is Jesus.  He hates God’s people. The real ones. You have to be real.  I have been a TI for 7 plus years now, but this whole entire enchilada goes to your birth. You came down here on a soul level. period. that is the deal. He hates it when I break it down.  I can even remember him attacking  me when I was very little. He showed up as a black cat. Yep. A black cat staring at me through a sliding glass door. I also remember the greys that visited me when I was three years old. I believe they put in a esoteric implant in my left wrist. Then speeding up in time to 2012  , I received another implant. This time it came from the satellites and I got another implant in my left eye and then all the chemtrails in my brain are exposed to me.  Through my pineal gland , Lindsey Graham showed up and just fucking smiled at me wearing all red. Damn. Oh yes, I have been MILABED and this chinese dude next to AL gore was saying she is real weak in her powers or something like that.  Yes, I remember my MILAB experience. It was bullshit to have my consciousness pulled up like that.  Total violation of doing that. However, I probably signed some damn document to have this done to me. My luck. I agreed.  I am the dummy.  Anyhow, the government is shut down and I really don’t care.  I tried the whole government thing and guess who showed up: Al gore and his minions to do Job-mobbing so that I quit my job. Well, I had to when the whole world fucking hates  you.  Complete strangers who can’t stand you for no reason. Yeah, that was a fantastic experience and that is why.. I have decided to do mission and get the hell off this planet and GO HOME.  Eww..

Anyhow, for me personally, I do not like Earth.  I have tried to “get along” with these people, but it is useless. So, I don’t get excited with the news. It is all controlled by that thing called Lucifer.  Unless a huge vortex is taking out half of the country, I don’t get excited.   Also, to add is that if you are  a TI .. your parents sold you out. They are probably luciferians.  It is funny to see mexicans worship Jewish cult. Do you want to know why it is that way? Because the catholic church is actually Jewish which is actually freemasonary deal which is Lucifer/ Jesus. Get it? All one package.  When lucifer fell down here he imposed mind control. Religion. His number one is Jewish. Then from there is went to many tribes. You know go forth and be  fruitful? Yeah, that his religion.  Jewish to all these different religions around the world when in fact it is all one big gang.  :You could go to Morocco and see the Jachin and Boaz deal in all architecture.  It is everywhere. It is just sort of hidden and designed in art differently, but it is there.  So, the whole enchilada is his design, so  don’t bother these people that walk around and gangs talk you.  They are not worth your time. However, if they do assault you, by all means protect yourself. Fuck them.  Like I have said: some of them are NOT human.  If you run into his immediate jewish orthodox people… just laugh because it is just them testing you anyhow.   Remember, most of this stuff comes from Egypt. The stuff they wear. Black and white etc.. Just blow it off and move on with your day.  Just know that there is no way you are going to change their minds. Just know who you are and what you want.  You can certainly get up from the chair and leave.  Let them squabble in their own stuff.  They like it that way anyhow.  Just remember don’t have sex with a robot and if you do have sex make sure it is with YOUR OWN KIND. Check to make sure they are human.  ” Wear a rubber, dude.  If you get a stranger that smiles.. just be on the look out. They are up to something evil.  The Mona Lisa smile is a freemason smile.

Parents train their kids to go along with this system. My mother never did and perhaps she did that on purpose to offer me up to this lizard freak.  Yes. parents sacrifice their kids to Lucifer. Oh yeah, missing children. You betcha.  They get perks or a debt has been settled.  Nursing education debt written off.  Who is the biggest banker of them all? Lucifer. He designed it.  Sure, I have seen kids that go missing and then all of the sudden you hear that the parent had a job nursing and guess what… I betcha anything that debt is paid off. No questions asked because the whole entire medical system is to hack into the human body and destroy is form within. ( chemtrails)  My mother for example, would show her loyalty to Lucifer by constantly being in the hospital. Always looking for attention , right? Wrong.  It is one of the ways to do this to me. Her snaking path to get me to “help” her.  I have tried to help her and get shit on by her. She is determined only to serve Lucifer and I also believe that she purposely had a retarded baby to help increase the mind reading technology.  She purposely held back on having a healthy baby. ( she crushed my father’s heart).  She told me some fucked up story how there was no doctor to help her in the delivery, but I have a huge feeling she did it on purpose. She purposely did not deliver her child on time. Made her blue or lack of oxygen. She should be arrested for this, but it was done back in the day when people did not give a shit.  I know that my dad’s heart was broken because he told me one day that the greatest gift you can have is to have a healthy child. I think he was just broken by what she had done. Perhaps.  I don’t know for sure. I am just making a real guess. However, this is how people do this to worship Lucifer. Fuck up planet and now you know why I can’t wait to go HOME to my one true love. Get away from all of you.  Perhaps, I am a gatekeeper for the doors of heaven.  I have to ask questions about what you did here on Earth.  Did you stalk people on behalf of Lucifer?  If so. No entry. Go back to HIM. Boom. No entry.  Did you gangs talk and make someone’s life a pure hell?  Did you try and convince people that it was more that just the government? Did you realize who was behind it? Or were you  money hungry?  Did you kill?  Was it in self defense? Evidence?   Did you covertly poison people with lies about joining a religion you knew was a trap for future generations?   Who are you?  Did you get caught up with the technology that you forgot that it was hurting people?  Did you take deals? If so, why?  The biggest one is this: Did you witness someone being stalked and harassed and sit in silence and did not explain that you were being paid by Lucifer to watch their power go down?  Did you sit in silence?  I did not because I know what it is like to be the victim of your gangstalking tactics and almost lose everything to you shit system.  I am speaking out against all of you. You who sits in silence and allows this shit to continue.  Did you make deals for glory in Hollywood?  I bet you did.  Did you play a role in the Me too movement to keep young men down? Women to power and Men down? Did you play a role in that shit? Did you fuck over people who wanted to have a dream using their talents, but kicked them in the teeth?   These are vital questions to the entryway of Heaven. What did you do down there?  I can answer for myself.  I tried to warn people, but they were so heavily entrenched in Lucifer’s shit that they did not care about what was happening to another human.  Yes. I avoided certain people, but at least I went out and used the technology to speak out.     God, the real creator, can question me on my experience here. I would hand it over in a heartbeat.  Why? because I am truthful.  He knows that I will go to war for it.  To tear down the wall.   So, is Lucifer sending his minions to lie to the gates of heaven?  He has corrupted the souls that when they go to Heaven they infect the other angels?   I know that Lucifer is trying to get to God’s throne.  He wants that throne.  He wants my Man’s throne.

suicides in Hollywood:

kate spade, anthony borudain, So, for example, you can see how mind control is being used on the planet and how this shooting was done near a McDonalds, which is mason related and also another key point is a Saturn electronic store was nearby. Very interesting. So, I see in this scenario how Lucifer and the mind control via through the chemtrails is being used to create a scenario to get guns and get people to comply by staying in their homes. Yes. there could be a threat, however, I believe mind control is being used by Lucifer.  Another key point is that most actresses are supposedly hanging themselves. I wonder why? I know that cyrostasis is used.  I question a lot of these suicides. Kate spade for example, hanging?  anthony Bourdain? hanging? Very interesting. I even wonder if these people are really dead?  Like I have said: the technology is out there to fake a death and then come back once Lucifer unleashed his REV 13:13 : fire in the sky.  You see you have to realize something. Jesus studied under egyptian text and he knows the Book of the Dead.  Anyhow, I know from my gangstalking that I went to the bible to get answers as to why this was happening and at the end of the day the illuminate plan on REV 13:13.. the great fire in the sky and that is NYC. Why NYC.. the apple of his eye. The fallen one and the garden of eden deal.  It is double and something to the effect of the broadway is for the evil ones and that Jesus will save his people.  Well, if you have cyrostasis and slow down the heart beat and then revive yourself then there you go.  Pay to play. I am just questioning the suicides. I do see a pattern here. Most of the actors/ actresses hang themselves.  I find Johanna Sallsrom’s picture disturbing. She is eating a pizza which is tied probably to pizza gate. So, all these people know about Lucifer. I find it very interesting and checking out these suicides. I really wonder if these people are on ice for a later strategy.  After all, if Jesus can come back from the dead  so can you, but you have to sell out to HIM.  Catch you all later.

DUMB HUMANS worshipping a spider.He eats his own, you know.

So, all of this started because I was walking down the street one day and out popped a Mason asking me what kind of car was before me. I said a Bentley. He said yes.  What I did not realize is what was going on and the future attacks I would receive.  All I know is that I had to quit my job because the whole world is in on this swiss templar deal.  I was being terrorized by complete strangers .. so I had to quit my job. However, before I did people within the team that I work for betrayed me too. They set up a scenario  where I was going to be blamed on the “mental illness” of an 18 year old kid who did not show up for their job. He ran off to vegas and his mom could not find him. His name was Cody Johnson.  He and I used to talk about reptilians on You tube and mgmt thought that he could not handle it and went over board and left his job and went to vegas. This is my problem? no it is not.  No one knew where he was for 24 hrs and then the next day around 7:00pm I heard that his mom found him and he was fine. ( this was an exercise done by the people that I work with)  It was to totally upset me. That I was responsible for someone else. I don’t think so. Soon after that incident, I had to quit because I had the general public become gangstalkers. They were throwing eye of RA shit in the bin and acting like snakes. They were just disgusting people and very ugly. So, I quit.  I knew nothing about gangstalking and their evil little swiss templar empire until now.  Guess who runs this planet. Well, his name is Michael. He is a fallen angel and I hate him.  He is also a shape shifter and has been after me since I was a kid.  We are talking under one years old. I remember his ass when I was real young. He was outside as a black cat.  I could also feel his presence when I was a baby. I can reflect back on all of this now.  I remember the greys when I was three years old. I was trying to take a little nap and three of these greys showed up and I believe they put an esoteric tracer in my left wrist.  The second implant.  The first implant  is behind my left ear.  ( I am trying to get rid of this one).  My third implant and the real nasty one is in my eye.  I can not risk doing anything to this until a real competent eye doctor can take it out.  Anyhow, I remember seeing UFOs as a kid too. They used to just sit there. I remember one when I was 7. Right in my back yard, it shot down from the sky. I was like whatever.  Then came the Phoenix lights. I saw this on TV and was like “Oh its just them.”  I walked away. Everyone was all excited. Pretty big ship , if you ask me.   The governor of AZ just gave some stupid talk off like it was no big deal.  However, now that I look back at this little incident.. everyone knew it was the swiss templars. Your masons’ at play with their secret technology.  blah blah blah. I don’t know what i have ever done in my life to deserve this torture and believe me it has been with directed energy weapons aimed at me while I try and sleep at night.  All my friends, co workers, family have all been in on it.  Stupid girl. So, fast forward a little to 2012 when all the new age shit hit the internet. Love and light. Right. That was a trap. However, my attacks were real like the gangstalking and the assault on my chakra system and my pineal gland.    After the cody johnson thing, I looked up his back ground a little and found out that he worked for a Pegasus outfit which is tied to the center for consciousness studies at the U of A and there is a foundation attached to it Deepak Chopra.  That sicko indian.  He is another one of those satanists cults freaks.   I remember the attacks on me via through synthetic telepathy: Alex collier with the greys, The girls sucking a pig’s ass, seeing people that I don’t know, seeing a spider, seeing someone taking a kid from NW hospital,  how the whole border patrol thing was a set up and internal job to kill that one border patrol guy ( inside job; tied to the Eric Holder incident fast and furious). I have seen what happens when my pineal gland is inverted. I saw these men sitting at a table and they hit my pineal gland with frequency so that I could see their boss. Guess who: Lucifer. Oh yeah. Great.. now what?  What exactly do you want me to do with this.  Yeah, you could say he hates me. That is fine. I prefer to be left alone. Yeah, he likes to use the chemtrails as a mechanism of choice to burn you up. Well, if you gonna do something. Do it. Don’t waste my time. I prefer to go home and roll off this rock, called earth. You can keep your friends. You have a shit load to choose from.  Like I say: solve the problem. don’t stare at me and ask permission. I have no problems leaving. NONE. I know I will move on.  Just show me the door.. your archway.. and I will get out of your fucking way. You can have your special fucking worshippers. keep em.   I prefer to be MY PEOPLE anyhow. MY KIND.. NOT YOUR KIND.  From what I understand my body is just a loan, right.  I got the report.. so Let me be.  You have a shit load of buddies in the system and they all work for you. You hate me anyhow so disconnect me from your web and I will move on.  I get a stupid job and you can have your whatever.    Well, I think I will stop for now. My rant. I stopped doing videos because it really is a waste of time. Comments from people don’t matter to me anymore. I don’t even want to look at the news. I watch shows now and just write.  The whole government/ corporation/ what you can say etc.. is bullshit. I just pull up a chair and watch. I told you I would watch the freak show.  I will be like peter from Office Space when he walks past his boss with no care in the world. I hope to achieve that.  I can’t stop the pedophillia, eating of humans, stupid fires. DEW, escape pad to the moon, etc.. hahahhahha I can’t stop that!! You fuckers won’t listen.  So, kiss my ass.  I will make tacos and drink a beer until you dumb worshippers get it right.  Save you? HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA Save your fucking self.  Better yet.. go ask your AI system how to do it.  What is the AI system you ask???? hmmmm…… think caps on kids.  LUCifer. You dumbs shits. The fallen one. Fucking war that occurred in heaven. Idiots.  ( Garbage  music please. ” I think I am paranoid.” )   I see people walking around with their fucking phones tracking me and worried about what I fucking think when they don’t realize they are on the list too.  Dumb IDIOTS. Hey, stupid.. LUCIFER EATS HIS OWN.   ( stupid girl music.. more Garbage music, please.)   Well, I am going to sign off now. I want to check out some stores and be nosey.  Anyhow, again I am done with making You Tube videos. Strike this strike that. All that matters is that I can see.  Hasta la Vista, baby.  ( By the way, Lucifer plays the double.. Himself and Jesus)

Society sold out to the Greys’

Did my mother sell me out to be experimented upon for this time where I am gangstalked and harassed? I think she did.  She fell in love with the dark side and is a witch, but she was very good at hiding it.  Very confused woman. Like most people and I am not alone in this situation of being implanted and targeted for death by my own people and my government.  She mentioned the elite one day and I think she sold me to the Rockefellers.  I have heard it twice. Once by the cop at work who he did not live like the rockefellers and simply the fact that I am in this program.  I don’t know what really happened to my mom when she was growing up, but I think she had a good childhood, but that doesn’t mean shit when you sell out your own children to this dark cabal called the church.  I knew as a kid, I did not like the church. I really didn’t. Have I seen things beyond the rockefellers. Yes I have. I have seen a spider that eats babies. Could you say: lucifer. Yes. ( however, side note: I wish to emphasize that the technology is there to give holograms as a spider, I am sure it is the Greys imposing images to me via through the pineal gland.) I also know that there are reptilians running loose on the planet. I can spot them here and there. However, I want to go back to my mom selling me out. Why? This whole entire thing is horrible and terrifying for a single person to understand and that is why I write about it, so that another child who grows up or is thrown into this program is knowledgeable. There has to be something written about this crime/ nightmare.  I just had a DEW hit the house because I am writing about this secret cult stuff.  I grew up a happy kid. I was in fact spoiled. I could get anything within reason. I knew the value of work, as well. I was raised to know that nothing is free and I got that from my dad. He knew what it took to work hard. I saw that. They both grew up on farms.  However, deep within society is a secret: freemasonry. Most of society has signed up for it . Why? Because the technology is there and they like the sex of having sex with perhaps someone to violate or shame them.  I have seen my pineal gland one night get hit with a certain light or frequency and I was shown the big boss. I think. It was a room or some kind of area where there were more people, but he was the boss. I think it was lucifer and yeah. .. he runs this planet.  So, if that is the case, then I know why my mom sold me out because she loves him and that is that. I can’t change her. I won’t. Not my job. It has broken my heart that she would do it, however, I have always had a difference with her anyhow.  I am hurt by it, but not really stung.  I can stand on my own two feet and say, “well, that is her problem, not mine because I know what real love is.”  It doesn’t go behind someones back and plot this shit out and turn your kids over to some cabal thing.  I can at least sleep or get some sleep on that knowledge..that I don’t sell kids. That being said.. the sex trafficking on the planet is bad.  I think the movie , Taken , sort of shows you this. The father knows the dark side and gets his kid back. AT least, he fights for her.  My mom never fought for me. She thought I needed mental help.  Throw me into an institution and take some pills.  No. I told her. There is nothing wrong with me.  I knew she was lying.  She was hiding something. A knowledge. I could tell. She knew exactly what was happening to me.  That right there mad me mad. She knew that I lost my job due to gfgnstalking society and this secret cabal stuff from the elite. That is why AL Gore was checking me out.  They track and trace who you are based on family records. Horrible and this needs to end. The tracking and tracing of people needs to stop.  The cabal probably does this due to the soul level. To keep and throw off people’s true mission or to throw off the whole soul getting back within the body. To gain our individual power back. I know that is what I want. I want this nano-tech nightmare to end.  To wipe the smiles off complete strangers and let them know that the program is done.  NO more tracking and tracing of real people. If you do: you will be stripped and pubilcally humiliated and thrown in jail for torturing and interference of someone’s life. You will work for that person for a long time. They will in turn be the slave to repair and spend time fixing what they damaged.  They will admit and fix the damage. They will pick up the mess that was created by them. My mom sold me into this program. That is why  I see odd things like the “sisterhood” from complete strangers towards her. They know she signed on to this free masonry stuff.  I know she did. Her clothes have changed. She now wears red and black ; blue and white.. all the stuff the gangstalkers wear.  I can see it now. I have lost my respect for her because why wasn’t she strong enough to hold onto her kid?  She let me go.  She also almost ruined my wedding. She was drunk and she didn’t care.  Like I have said.. I have always been different … so be different. Time to stop sulking and stand because right now the world needs my shit.  I know that it is who I am on a soul level that counts and my truth holds me together.  What she did is horrible and yes it breaks my heart, but it is done. It is time for me to take hold my stuff and my truth and tell my story.  When silence kills or is about to. It started secretly within the society that we call civilized. It is not civilized. It is evil. To allow the development of chemtrails and sonic weapons to harm a person’s body and to do it intentionally. The poisoning of food, air and water. That is just fucked up. However, got to get over it and fight the real shit on the planet and that is the Hillary, Obama, Al Gore, Lindsey Gram, Rhianna, Joe Biden gang. These people are culpable. They are responsible for my MILABS/ v2K stuff.  Time to address the dark side. Time to go after them. Time to blow up shit that was created by them ,for them, to get money and power.  I am talking CERN, SUN simulator, chemtrails, GWEN towers, Satellite feeds, and frequency that hones in on human data.  Human data is DNA frequency. It needs to be free from all frequencies on the planet.  No more experimentation. Doctors’ around the world need to be accountable for selling of blood to corporations to the cabal to analyze and create what they want as a population. Cloning comes to mind. It needs to end. The destruction of that amazing DNA. I know it is fantastic. However, the freemasons of the world have violated it with black goo  and frequency.  ( I remember that a complete stranger came up to me and said,” We are all slaves.” )  I was working at the time and what a horrible thing to hear from a complete stranger.  So, that right now tells me the secret world has been going on for  a long time. You know maybe, I agreed to have my memory blocked and then opened up for a later date.  Maybe that is why I am here. To be blocked on purpose and then realize the horror of it all. You know the biting of the apple of the fallen one. I think that is what happened to me.  I agreed to go through this.  Anyhow, I think I am getting side tracked. The sell out: I have seen parents through the gfgnstalking sell out their children. These children are taught to be future gang talkers. They give the look and I know.  This is why I write this down because I know that someone will be looking for truth. Why is this happening to me?  Because you can see.  You are different. So hold on. I guess I am writing this for me as well as for you because I know first hand what it is like to see a world sit in silence or join a gang to torment and treat you horrible. You have to stand on your feet and accept no other than yourself.  They are programming you and trying to break you down. I have learned about their church  and their savior is not exactly nice. So , again, you have to stand on your truth and your principles because honestly, if shit hits the fan, YOU have to stand , NOT THEM.  Get UP. Hold your sword.  Tell them to fuck off for now and bug someone in their own group.  Honestly, i Have seen and felt their coldness. They work for the dark one and that is it. period. So, get the fuck up and boots your boots on.  Last night, on Alex Jones, he was talking about  a General and how 10 years ago he was told how the global elite plan on fucking up the middle east. Syria is now under attack from the illuminate.  That area is the fertile crescent and has been fought over by those egyptians for along time. Why? because of antiquity.  They pay ISIS money to un-bury and cause trauma for antiquities so that later on they can lie and keep history of mankind quiet. So, they are in control. These global elite lizards.  ISIS gets paid money to dismantle cities and people on purpose for these antiquities buried in the ground.  They too are under mind control. The whole damn planet has been implanted and fucked with.   I am NOT property. Why would they implant a person? For control and to take talent and sex. This is the war that is currently on with me.  The war is for humanity to get rid of this DARPA technology or the greys as I call it. To go after them. The greys.  The greys sold this technology  and this is part of the freemasonry on the planet. It was given to the population at large for worship. I have seen these greys and yes they work holographically.  So, going back to the sell out of my mom.  She sold me out to the greys.  The greys are the ones that are using technology as a weapon to keep man down. These tiny little things. In my opinion, they are more dangerous than the reptilians. The greys invented religion.  They know time travel. The shroud of tourin has strontium-90 and that tells me the image is holographic.  Strontium -90 is in the chemtrails and that stuff is being sprayed everywhere and in the body. This is how perhaps DARPA is able  to infiltrate my sleeping consciousness and give me horrible nightmares.  I found out that the shroud of tourin has this chemical on it and the face is holographic. So, now when I look in the sky things are holographic.  They think holographically. Like a web, if one falls another is there to replace it. Maybe the spider I saw was a grey.  A holographic image.  I think Iam putting things together now.  The chemtrails are in a big way causing mind control and people to act weird. It is the greys.  They are causing all the wars and destruction and controlling our government.  Like Alex collier has said, the greys gave the technology and the govt accepted, but the govt lost right at the beginning.    I believe the greys are in on a program where man fights man and if you look at history that is all about. Man killing man that way it does not go to them and the elite. The greys are culpable. They want to escape the reptilian stuff and from what I have learned they are harnessing energy from us for them because they can’t attach soul and their race is dying. I say let em die. I think that our government has signed or agreed to snatching so many people so their race can survive. Fuck that.  Are they greys using technology to depict themselves as a Lucifer/ Jesus god? The greys a dying race? yes. Let them. We need to stop their shit.  I am not married to no Grey and I think that religion was started because of them as a front to hide them.  So, who has their finger in the pie?  A grey?  Did our government made treaties to abduct so many people and experiment on? I guess so.  So, now here we are in a frequency war.  Have you noticed how people walk and how they act? They act like this kindness walk where the secret handshakes are taking place.   These gangstalkers walk and have this attitude about them and it is disturbing. Our society is protecting them. The greys are part of the problem. I did a video on an ancient tapestry of  wavy lines vs. the current chemtrails in the sky. This has been done before.  They call this the golden age, but I read somewhere someone wrote it almost killed humanity.  Are they preserving our DNA for themselves. The cloning don’t have a soul and they want a soul. Are the greys creating souls? Alex collier says that the soul won’t attach. It just won’t attach to the clones they create?  This is a beautiful planet and the prize is earth. Earth is beautiful and those fucking greys are keeping me from my human experience.  Something is up. I don’t like it.  it is the greys that are hiding. I have a video of one of them sitting in a car. They are using technology to hide themselves.  Missing people is because of them.  They use alien technology like a camera to put inside people so that they can alter the events on this planet. On a soul level, I am on a mission. To bust them wide open. That is my mission.. is THEM.  They greys. They are the ones implementing gun control on this planet.  It is them.  They are the ones doing all this crap and people follow. Now the gig is up.

  1. globalists
  2. greys

3. annunaki

4. hijacking of our DNA- most doctors and institutions have given away our blood system.

5. hijacking of our pineal gland and chakra system

6. you betcha this war is on. They have stolen from me. I want my shit back and I want this nano-technology out of me. I do not belong to the greys. Alex Collier was right.. it is mostly the Grey. They are evil.  I fight is on to get back on track and take back what was stolen from us. Our DNA and our divinity from the Universal Creator.  My power.

The Masons is what is wrong with the world

I woke up. However, I know I am hooked up to the AI system. The military. There were two men in the “dream.” One was seducing me. I guess we had sex. Then I woke up and a sharp pain was in my vagina. Very painful. I knew it was THEM. No one talks about the secret stuff because if you are part of a gang you keep your mouth shut. The alien technology has gotten out of hand. The reason for the chemtrails is to infiltrate your body and they send frequency to break into your mind somehow. Your DNA. Who you are on a soul level. The soul I believe is your mind.  They hurt  your  mind with attacks. The aliens walk among you and that is the 13 illuminate families. However, the monster that work for them are everywhere. I do not like this place anymore. They have robbed my 3-D walk on this planet. It is black ops and I was stolen or chosen when I was a child because I am part of a nazi experiment done back in the 1930s. I am a super child. No, not a super solider.  Let’s get that straight. I am lyrean-human. I am like the rest of the targeted individuals. A toy for the world to play with .  I grew up in a average home. Nothing special, but I could see stuff.  Bad people. I could easily scan a room and now the deal. I still have it. I am under attack with Directed Energy weapons.  I have a chip in my left eye done to me by Senator Lindsey Graham. A satellite did this to me. A laser weapon.  Why? because they love sex.  They love to violate it. I don’t even know these people and yet I have been thrown into their “sisterhood.”  Very satanic or should I say the Hermatic Order.  I have many handlers.  My life has been limited to a few things. I am now reading the Gods of Eden by william bramley. His book is onto something that I am telling the world because this shit needs to end.  The slavery of human DNA and of soul/ mind. Once they have your frequency you are fucked because they will hunt and track you to every spot on the earth. That is how possessive they are. They are sick fucking assholes.  The secret in freemasonry is that they have developed a way to have sex with each other: hive mind and connect it to the body.  Astral sex. To have illegal sex without your spouse knowing. Have you heard of share and share alike?  That is them.  Another violation is that they can penetrate the damage to you on a physical level via the chemtrails. The chemtrails are a weapon. A bio-weapon. They can make you sick or make you bleed via the DEW.  I would say that 70 percent of the problems we have on the planet is from the chemtrails. It is a weapon to kill. I have already stipulated that I am willing to die that way I am off this planet and never to return. I won’t.  I have seen humanity and it is time to leave this un-grown up planet. If this is lucifer’s playground .. you can have it. However, it is man. The DNA from he illuminate is here.  The greys  only give a fuck about getting away from the Orion Empire, but they fucked up on their own souls. Now, they want our shit. I say fuck all of them. The govt, military, your neighbor etc.  They created this mess. Not mine. I came here to be happy and that has been torn from me, by them and their fucked up mason religion.  I have not had a real dream of my own since 2010, probably. I went on-line with their system 2012 and that included heavy gangstalking, break-ins, poisoning, harrassmsent both physical and electronic, high pitch acoustic sounds, unbelievable pain to the body, violation of my pineal/ chakra system and my mind.   The reptilians/greys/ humans are all involved in this.  Why am I here?  To write and let people know that this game is still being played out by the elite and their people for dominance of the human consciousness. To steal from you and your initial creation of the Universe.  To fucking steal from you.   You have a black government that just takes and does not care because the greys and the reptoids are behind it all. The humans that work for them.. they are on their own. They did it to themselves.  I have a You Tube account: Jan Smith for anyone interested. On there I bitch about all  the shit I have gone through and expose some documentation.  I bitch because I know what it is like to be sold down the river from my biological mother to the elite. Yes, she was a private witch or a part of the sisterhood who willingly gave up her daughter to the illuminate because I have traits in me that they like.. like copper.  I have copper in my DNA and they think this gives them the right to violate me and my life. I wanted sooo much to be a concert pianist, but you have to sell yourself over to that industry.  I have the talent, but can’t stand the scum.  I have tried other jobs and it seems that every job I have tried.. I get scrutinized and kicked in the teeth. I worked for their fucking govt: TSA and it was suck a joke for me to be there.  There is no threat , people.  The threat has been concocted by your black govt who has access to high technology. 9/11 is black ops.  Right now, they are attacking my cat. He is puking. I know it is them.  The entire planet is under attack due to fear from black ops and the weapons they have.  Right now , in the news there are some assignations going on between Russian and the UK. This is all due to alien technology, money and knowledge. Some people are in the hospital from a nerve agent. They are russian. However, I know that these people all knew ahead of time the line of work they got themselves into. The Greys.  They don’t work for you. They work for the Greys because the greys and the reptilians  work together.  It is all about power and control.  The greys don’t care about money . They want DNA for their cloning and to get back what they have done to themselves.  Lost their essence.  Masonry is tied to the aliens. Period. end of discussion. The system is designed from when you are born to hand over your fucking DNA to them. Doctors don’t care about you. They study you.  Here is a pen and a questionnaire to fill out and give me all your talents.  they study you.  I lie on that shit. Family history is none of their fucking business. However, did you know they track and trace your family through the divine feminine? Yep.. your great, great, great grandmother.  All that shit like ancestry . com. Stay away from that crap because it is a database for black ops.  They follow school children through exams and hearing tests.  I remember hearing test and very strange people showing up to my school.  To test me. Why? because I fucking have talent. psionic. You see they design people to take out other human beings. I am not here to take anyone out. I am here to expose them and their lies. If you can not handle what I write then walk away.  I have had to deal with this shit for 7 plus years due to the fact that I was just born.  I am strong bitch and they fucking know it.  Like I have said: I am super children or indigo.  I remember I was at a piano concert and this man was just watching my speed of how I play the notes and he was like: “wow, I wish I could do that.” Solfeggeito by Brahms.  Two pages of playing broken scales, technique. No biggie, right. However, I learned from my music teacher one thing that is very important in life:” Don’t assume you are better than anyone else.” I took that information with me my whole life. It is a way to keep yourself nice and cool.   I give that same advice to black ops and the people behind the curtain.    Well, now back to the news. This thing with russia and the UK.. that is a spy vs. spy mission. James bond. Apparently, someone work for M16. Hmmmm.. not hard to figure that out.  A mess. Well, the governments will have to just play with each other. Send in their Black ops virtual spy people.  Yeah… it is amazing.  To sit back and see them let it rip. I would be happy just to have a job and walk away from ALL of this stuff. However, here I am. I got chosen. I guess they made the wrong choice in getting me. Did not think of the fact that I might go against them.  I want to write just a few things : They are playing the race card and weather modification. Alex Collier warned every one back in 1994 that this race card thing will be on a global scale. It is here. Immigration is a problem in the European nations and the news is pumping out , but you are white shit. Well, I got news for ya all. At one time , the skin was green. HAAA. Didn’t think I knew.  So, this whole race card is horseshit and time to grow up and face the powers that be that run this planet.  Skin: green, red, yellow, black and white all due to radiation and degeneration of the DNA.  Stupid girl. Another thing is Weather modification: Yeah, they have control of that too. Hurricanes, artificial earthquakes.. blah blah blah.  That is being done from the moon. They use cross particle beam weapons onto the coasts of the “unflavored” nation or people.  This is being done by humans on the moon. So, how does that grab ya.  Fukashima ring a bell in your ear?  Your fellow-human on the street hates you!!!! They are called gangstalkers and they work for the greys. Wear shades? yeah.. that is them to hide their big fucking eyes and to tell you who they work for.  Isn’t that something. Want ET disclosure: I give you the gangstalkers. Your fellow human who hates you and wants you away because they have to groom the next generation of humans to hate another group of humans. The cycle continues.  Oh.. and bring out the clones. California is under attack and they are transforming it to an alien factory area. All cameras everywhere. So, I say .. use their cameras against them.  Use the technology against them. If a hurricane hits. .. check the cameras.  How is structure?  Yeah.. They have toys alright. Nasty ones. To control you. So, watcha gonna do?  Do you know they can kill you while you sleep?  You did not do your job today.. so you must die. By the way, we have a clone of you and NO ONE will know.. Shhhhhhh Hey, I have heard on shows where musicians even say: I have a clone and that is how they do their rock shows at odd times. Duhhh.  Hey, stupid are you gonna wake  the fuck up or are you gonna get that starbucks coffee that cost $8.00. Or how about the pretty girls.. their hair, nails, makeup, and dress with their pretty cell phone.  They can hurt you too.  As a matter of fact, they hate fat people.   I am fat. However, I have fucking talent and I can walk into their fucking room and just stand. They know it too.  Bitch ass girl.  I might even be good with a sword. ( however, I know this is part of their Alpha training).    I am not going to fall for it. Oh yeah, they do all of this to get you to lash out in public. It is the frequency war.. I talk about and what Deborah Tavaras mentions in silent weapon… silent war.  They use sex and jealously as choice things. To make you feel jealous  that they had sex with someone younger than you. I know that all this seems insane and it is, but it is apart of the mind mapping program and deep state  stuff going on. The violation of humanity’s sacred skills. Everyone is psychic . We just have a heavy amount of frequency to hold us down.  Anyhow, I will be back and by the way: you have not walked in my shoes so don’t think for a second this stuff is not real.